I cut another hole in my belt today. I look lived in and out of shape. I got a haircut. I said I got a haircut - didn’t think you saw. I’m a pinned out, pitch black hole. I got it and I don’t want it. Can’t stop talking. I got the fever. I love the world cause everyone is awful. I’m an apostle and fuck thy prophet. Cause I got it and I don’t want it. Can’t stop talking. I got the fever. I got you something. No, you caught something! I got you open! I love you, somethin’. “Hey vote for me!” She’s passing out pins for the sga. She doesn’t even ask me cause I look baked. (I’m okay). -----------------------------I’m distant and weird.
Track Name: Serious Face
Patterns of having lost my mind: I stay an afterthought. Sifting thru bars of time, I’m blinking minutes by. Leaves grew back, I haven’t noticed. igottapaymoreattention. Sifting thru bars of time, I’m blinking hours by. I lost my keys. Forgot to brush my teeth. Can’t keep track. “Hey night-eyed nightmare, why don't you quit it? Hey night-eyed nightmare, how about you quit it?" Just leave me be! But I do feel bad when I can’t remember what I said to my friends. My friends should hate me. I’ve got it all figured out. I’ll just glaze over when they shout. We’re never gonna talk again, are we? I’ve got it all figured out. They just glaze over when I say----------------this is my serious face.